My last subscribed Journal for a long while.

I have less than a month until I leave and every time I think about it I start crying. This is horrible, yet I know it'll be crazy amounts of fun once I get there, I'm just terrified and upset about leaving everything I've ever known and loved.

My poor little doggy... the thing that probly upsets me the most is the thought of my coming back to my baby, my dog, and she won't even recognize me, she'll treat me like a stranger.

How I wish I wasn't so adventerous... I wish now I didn't sign up to leave, I wish now that I'd taken one of my chances to back out and stay here in Alaska for my best friend's senior year.

I wish I could turn back time, or crawl in a hole and die. And I think I might make this week my last week of work, because if I don't, I'll have less than a week to see my friends one last time between work ending and my leaving, and that's just not enough. Either way, this is going to be one emo week for me. For those of you that know what I'm talking about, now you know why.

Andddd I only have a few days left of my subscription, hehe, so I'm proudly using these stamps while I can...


Hmm... now that I have these stamp privleges I'm abusing them. Go me, huh? *beams*